Personal Blog of Artist Madeline Sherry
When i was very young about three years old my grandmother insisted that i have ballet lessons. When i was fifteen my sister began taking me to the ballet in New York, In the end my sister did not fare well in the 1950’s and as a result committed suicide in the 1970’s.
I have her book Diaghilev and the Ballet Russe .Have read it and has inspired some of my work. Interestingly enough,Eleanor Antin was also inspired by Diaghilev in her work. She is the same age as my sister would be if she had lived.
It was a pretty good year for me “Art-wise”. The La Jolla Athenaeum Annual where I received honorable Mention and Members’ Choice Honors. Two invitational shows at the Gotthelf Gallery in La Jolla and sold five paintings to collectors. Even managed to replace my stolen pick up with another pick up! Nothing to complain about. In 2017 i will have a solo show in Barrio Logan at Symbologist Gallery. Off to a good start!
This year began with a fab group show at the Brokers Building Gallery: “Let The Good Times Roll”hosted a big crowd due to Silfredo Lao and his Cuban Band and Performers. Very Exciting performers. The walls were adorned with Art from the Brokers Gallery Artists which complimented the Festive mood. A successful evening! Danny and i revisited The San diego Zoo. Not as exciting as it once was but fun anyway.Worked on “In with The In Crowd”,4 small abstracts and reworking two older unfinished paintings “This ain’t no Picnic” and “Once upon A Vermeer” .
At the same time I had begun work on the cover art for The Del Mar Racetrack Program..but in the end did not get the job.
In March I completed my new self Portrait”The Thinker”.
April always brings a big dilemma”What kind of Birthday cake for my son Josh?” This year I spent $42 for a Cold Stone ice cream cake , always was his fave but this time not so wonderful !Working on “Speak Memory” and “My Diane” for my upcoming show.Brokers Open Studio Event.
May 22 My Solo Show at The Brokers Building:”Speak Memory”. I was pleased with the way I curated the work. There were new and old paintings all based on my life growing up in Brooklyn and included some family portraits as well as my own. Opening night May 22, 2013. josh made the sushi for my reception, I baked a cake and there was vodka punch! Good Time!
June: Danny’s birthday! Baked another cake! Rejected from two juried shows :Athenaeum and OMA Alliance Not feeling so great about my work in June. Planning my next painting.
July, My birthday: This time made an ice cream cake and it was better than the Coldstone..also cheaper! Began “High fidelity” a 59X59 inch piece.going well.
August: My friend Judi visits from Florida. we have fun seeing sights and catching up. Friends since we were three years old! She gets deathly ill and I rush her to the hospital. Sleepless nights until she leaves for home. Oy Vay! got hot at end of August and continued.
September: Delia and her family visit me from PA. Two kids are adorable. She always wants to take them to theme parks and so off we go, her family, Jos and me. She and josh are like brother and sister..both only children. Very sweet kids.I am finishing up high fidelity and have been expecting a visit from the director of the San Diego Art Institute about a possible show there. The Poteets and others on the board have encouraged this studio visit.. She came we talked she looked and she left. End of story. I was very disappointed when she never got back to me re: NY show connections that she was going to set up for me..never happened..I am disappointed.Hot hot Hot this month.Working in studio with sweat pouring off me.
October:Group Show”Wicked Art” I get invited to submit work to “The Gotthelf Gallery” in La Jolla! HOORAY!! Theme show”Things we pass down” Working on it.Need to turn in JPEG in 3 weeks. High fidelity finished.Begin work on”If you Saw Me In Heaven”
November: Working on “If you Saw Me in Heaven.Danny has a solo Show at Brokers. i help with everything. Opened November 13. Band singer two nights and Paris attack opening night. Hardly anyone showed..very disappointing. SOB.
December: Gotthelf Gallery opening.My painting”Hava Nagila” Great success..big crowd. They applauded me when i was introduced..Love “My People”! finished “If you Saw Me In Heaven, would You know My Name.” And the Year isn’t quite over yet..so anything can happen! More Later.
So it was a hot hot Summer without a fall Season, we suddenly went headlong into winter and it has been cold in San Diego. nights have been extremely damp and chilly, Yes we always have a winter but not such a drastic change in just a few days.
Last warm week i started pool exercise classes. so much fun and planned to return, even bought a new bathing suit, which i have yet to wear. My swim buddy has now had a cold for the past week and last night i came down with it. Oh yes how could i forget the biggest downer of the day: Went to see an endodontist yesterday to determine the fate of a tooth that I had tended to in T.J. and guess what? They butchered the job (twice) and now I have to have it extracted. I trust this endodontist and know if he was sure he could save it he would but according to him it would be unkind to put me through another root canal as he fears it would be unsuccessful because of the state the other two yahoos have left it in. I am so heartbroken over losing this part of me and angry at the B.S. the T.J. dentist fed me about the discomfort taking at least six months to subside! Ha! It has been two years and after too many trips to his office this is the topper offer So good bye molar. Los the one infront of it several years ago as well as the one above. Need an implant really two which should be about $4000 each with the crown.
The exam yesterday with high tech x-rays was $405 and the extraction could be $500 and then where the heck will i get the cash for the implants and crowns? I blame my childhood family dentist, my bad eating habits as a child and having not enough money to afford proper and regular dental care. This is the pits.
i better get over this cold/sinus infection pronto. i have to go to an Art opening tinight. where i must refrain from breathing on anyone ..hugging and kissing is definitely verboten!
Over and out,
My website host has made it impossible to add new work to my website. After three hours of trying my own ability to do this, followed by calling them and chatting on line for 1 hour, I give up. This person on the other end of this chat could not comprehend what the heck I was doing. so I chatted on bye.
How The Grinch Stole Christmas This Year
It all started Christmas Eve. I was recalling all the wonderful Crhistmasses I had enjoyed as a child . Even though we are Jews we had Christmas at our house. Everything but the Tree. Stockings were hung and we anxiously awaited Santa Claus..waking just after dawn to rush down stairs to see all that santa had left us. I always wondered how he got in since we had no fireplace..but no matter it was fabulous and magical. Thanks Mom and Dad.
I continued this tradition with my own child.
Yesterday I started feeling down since I had received a call from my son and his intended had left him for another and with my ring that i had given to him for her as an engagement gift followed by the Face book message from my brother announcing his impending death.He lives alone in New york and is dying from cancer. We are not on good terms. My mom died five years ago and he has appointed himself as her sole heir to all that she owned. as a result we are not really speaking much.
Having no plans to buy gifts or receive any due to my long periods of poverty, I was feeling preety depressed. On top of everything else on the final two nights of Chanukah, I was down to only three chanukah candles and could not afford to use the food money for such frivolities. Living alone with my Christian Scientist boyfriend who celebrates no holidays even birthdays..It’s true that he is as broke as I am but I believe he does not understand my feelings at this time of year. He is trying but says..”We can’t afford it.” His daughter paid for the movie and gave him some cash for Christmas. Last night his buddy came over and he said”Honey we’re going to get you those running shoes you wanted tomorrow”. Today he asked me twice how much will they cost”Whew..that much..gee..uh..”.but he got me the shoes anyway..so I guess he does understand my feelings afterall. He’s quite a guy!
On the other hand feel awful when I cannot give to my child..even now that he is an adult even one Christmas and or Chanukah gift as I used to do. and so on Christmas eve we went to our studios and worked. I had not spoken to my son in more than a week since he couldn’t pay his cell phone bill. There was also a flood in his house due to the big rains we had which ruined his computer and his sofa. He had no way to communicate with anyone.I worried about him. In the evening as we were leaving, we spotted him in front of his restaurant. He was in good spirits and said he wanted to get together on Christmas day. “Facebook message me” he said. so I did over and over again starting at &:30 AM without A reply all day..so we never got to see him..i invited him to go with us. Dan’s daughter was taking us to the movies Christmas day..but he never got in touch..and I never asked Dan to drive the 6 blocks to his house..he had a headache and had to go right home.It’s been 4 years since my truck was stolen and I still do not have my own car.I have made money but it always had to go for something else.
Yes in conclusion I will make it up to my son as soon as possible ( I have two free passes to the Zoo)and to my boyfriend . Tonight I cooked him his favorite diinner and he is very pleased. so the grinch stole Christmas but we got it right back from him anyway in the end.
with an ipod
Help From Talking Heads
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